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I am blessed, a songwriter, a musician, an educator, an artist, a SERVANT of GOD, a woman after God's own heart and a princess by heart=)

Monday, February 16, 2015

YOU ARE


Laugh with me and we’ll make the worries of the day disappear

Run with me and we’ll chase whatever we can catch

Share with me YOU… for it’s you I choose to be with

Sing with me and share with me your voice… The angels will take note

Be with me and my heart will absorb you

Embrace with me… just hold in your hands mine



Dance with me and sway to my cadence

Walk with me… just be by my side

Trust with me and together we will flourish

Love with me and the mountains we will move

Never stop all of these, for it’s this fear

That will forever be in my soul



Note: This is just a part of the book I am writing.

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Wednesday, July 9, 2014

SWEET SURRENDER (Broken to be beautiful)



I grew up in a Christian family where Bible is our main source of daily topics during our meal time. Growing up in the ministry is not easy. People will look unto you and even check every action you are going to do.  My parents are Christian and so we were born as is. I thought that I was already saved during that time until the Lord spoke to me in His still small voice way back when I was in Grade 6, June 5, 1994 at exactly 7pm, it was raining then, I was lying on my bed waiting for our dinner while listening to 702 DZAS’ program PAPURI. I love music and I enjoyed listening to PAPURI music. Then this announcer named Jungee Marcelo played a song called “TSUPER NG BUHAY”. The melody is satiric and like novelty sound, then while listening, there was this line in the song…”Sya ang tsuper ng buhay, dito ka na sumakay, gasolina’y panghabambuhay…then I was singing the song when tears rolled down my eyes, yes, I cried upon listening to that song. I don’t know why but at that moment, there was a big emptiness in my heart and that I am longing for more of Jesus. Then before ending the radio program, the disc jockey will pray and minister to the listener, so, when Sir Jungee prayed for acceptance, I followed him.

The next day, I went to school. I studied in a Catholic school where every Monday will have a rosary prayer, that day I was assigned to pray the rosary. Being a Christian, I felt awkward. I even told my principal that praying a rosary like a repeat scripted prayer is not biblical, well; definitely, I was sent to a guidance office and asked my parents to come. But I was firm to my decision that I won’t pray the rosary anymore. But since I was running for Valedictorian that time, they pardoned me to my actions and exempted me in praying.

Years passed, I grew up in ministry where I became a leader, and then some big things have twisted my faith. I became bold in Christ and even went to several campuses to minister.

I was in  college when I radically got involved in a big Christian  Youth Ministry, the Jesus Revolution, I boldly declaring God’s Lordship and minister to many young generations. Then right after my graduation in college, God made me to decide the crucial decision to make.

While working, I met someone, felt in loved with this man of God. He was a Christian; so definitely, I didn’t fail the heart of God. But we started to be unhappy and struggling every day, until I asked God about it. We broke up. How heartbreak can lead to overeating. It's the nature of hearts to break. It's in their job description. When a heart is doing what it's supposed to be doing, it holds nothing back. And sometimes it gets broken.

Yes, pain is such a big word but after that painful heartbreak, another trial came. August 2012, I was diagnosed of having abnormal blood count plus a respiratory problem which causes me to always in the hospital.

Then, I asked God, why me Lord, I’ve been serving You and I even obey You? But God reminded me His words and promises. I cried in prayer and laying it all to Him and entrust everything. The moment I have decided to turn back to my first love, I made Him as my captain, as my Savior and Lord of my life. January 2014 when I received the news from my doctor that my blood count is now normal. When they rechecked it thrice, it was all cleared and normal.

But prior to that, I always have a nocturnal job doing some music stuff at night especially during gig, then I realized I need to let go that passion in music and started to live a healthy lifestyle. Since then, I became healthier than before. But still the heart for music is always there. But I need to obey what my master and Lord Jesus wants me to do.
February 2014, God opened the door for me in music. Not a nocturnal lifestyle of a musician but He gave me the chance to make my own music and start a career in songwriting. Though I’m not yet famous, I believe that God is doing something great in my life, as long as I submit to Him.

For me, LORDSHIP means to fully obeying the master of our lives. If we confess Jesus is Lord, therefore we should also know how to submit to Him no matter what happen, because He knows our heart, He will have the best plans for us once we call Him as our Lord and Savior. His plans are greater than ours.

God wants us to trust His heart; God wants us to depend on Him as our strength and refuge alone and not into our own. During our painful and hard times, when we are so empty that is when we see God’s fullness because God is the only one who can restore us. “God uses our brokenness for His masterpiece.”

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Friday, March 21, 2014

FRIENDSHIP!

           


          One thing so easy to do today is to throw people away like they are garbage. People come in and out of our lives daily but the ones that leave a fingerprint on your heart are one we should never dismiss. We really should never dismiss anyone. It is so easy to fall out of love with family and friends over things that may not seem simple at the time but really are. Could you imagine if God got rid of us every time we sinned? I have learned that people come into your life for different reasons and different seasons. In our journey on the road of life we should always make note of every friend we are blessed to have in our lives for whatever time period we have them to enjoy. I truly am grateful for all of you my friends.

Throwback Memories!


                    When I was in college, my Philosophy teacher challenged my faith since he used to be an Atheist. I remember, he always asked me mocking questions that talks about my faith. Until one day, he asked me to write a short thesis or term paper about EXISTENTIALISM, ATHEISM and my Bible-based-FAITH. From then on, I started to have an in-depth study about Atheism and Apologetic. I used to go to University of the Philippines Atheist Circle or UPAC to observe them. Until my final day ends, I need to submit my paper defending my faith over Atheism and Existentialism. 

                    Defending one's faith is not easy but yet simple if you have God. That day was the boldest day of sharing the gospel for me. Not hesitating if I fail my subject. But God knows our heats. After the defense, my professor asked me to share the gospel for him in our class. (Those were my best memories in college). That is why, Philosophy is my favorite subject.

                    On my quest to know Atheism, I randomly read this mind blowing story, and I want to share it now.
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First story:

                An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Students to stand and . . .

Professor :Do you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal
him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. 

Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these
terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD , smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor : Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student asks and professor answers
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't, 

(The Lecture Theater became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, super heat, mega Heat, white Heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theater )

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light . . but if
you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness,
isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?

(The class broke out into laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? . . .No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures,sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . exactly ! The link between MAN & GOD is
FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving. 

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Here's another story:


There was a professor of philosophy there who was a deeply committed atheist. His primary goal for one required class was to spend the entire semester attempting to prove that God couldn't exist.

His students were always afraid to argue with him because of his impeccable logic. For twenty years, he had taught this class and no one had ever had the courage to go against him.

Sure, some had argued in class at times, but no one had ever really gone against him because of his reputation. At the end of every semester on the last day, he would say to his class of 300 students, "If there is anyone here who still believes in Jesus, stand up!"

In twenty years, no one had ever stood up. They knew what he was going to do next. He would say, "Because anyone who believes in God is a fool.

If God existed, he could stop this piece of chalk from hitting the ground and breaking. Such a simple task to prove that He is God, and yet He can't do it."

And every year, he would drop the chalk onto the tile floor of the classroom and it would shatter into a hundred pieces. All of the students would do nothing but stop and stare. Most of the students thought that God couldn't exist. Certainly, a number of Christians had slipped through, but for 20 years, they had been too afraid to stand up.

Well, a few years ago there was a freshman who happened to enroll. He was a Christian, and had heard the stories about his professor. He was required to take the class for his major, and he was afraid. But for three months that semester, he prayed every morning that he would have the courage to stand up no matter what the professor said, or what the class thought.

Nothing they said could ever shatter his faith...he hoped. Finally, the day came. The professor said, "If there is anyone here who still believes in God, stand up!" The professor and the class of 300 people looked at him, shocked, as he stood up at the back of the room.

The professor shouted, "You FOOL!!! If God existed, he would keep this piece of chalk from breaking when it hit the ground!"

He proceeded to drop the chalk, but as he did, it slipped out of his fingers, off his shirt cuff, onto the pleat of his pants, down his leg, and off his shoe. As it hit the ground, it simply rolled away unbroken. The professor's jaw dropped as he stared at the chalk. He looked up at the young man, and then ran out of the lecture hall.

The young man who had stood, proceeded to walk to the front of the room and shared his faith in Jesus for the next half hour. 300 students stayed and listened as he told of God's love for them and of His power through Jesus.
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                        After this, I realized how important to really know who God is. GOD IS NOT DEAD. He is ALIVE. Well, so thankful to my professor who challenge me and because of that I know who my GOD is. To my professor...thank you sir for letting me share the gospel to you. So thankful that you opened your heart and hear the Word of our Lord. I am happy seeing you involved in campus ministry and even in music ministry. From your atheistic philosophy to bible-based faith principles.

                         Upon remembering our philosophy class story, we're both laughing. Like yesterday, he told me..."Ivy, mukhang gusto ko ulit marining kung panu mo ako pinahiya at ung atheist belief ko nun...ulitin kaya natin? Iba ka talaga, imagine ako professor mo pero ikaw nagmentor sa akin para maggrow kay Lord. Salamat sa walang sawang text about God at sa prayers mo." 

                      Haha, hearing this means happiness but of course, the best credit is due for the Lord Himself. To Him is all the glory!

                       To date, we're both exited to watch the movie that talks about God...GOD's NOT DEAD movie...soon.


#throwbackArticle #PhilosophyClass #faith #friendship #GNDmovie

Sunday, August 11, 2013

LOVE IS


Once upon a time there was an island where all 
the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, 
and all the others, including love. One day it was
announced to all of the feelings that the island was
going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the
feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the
only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the 
island paradise until the last possible moment. 
When the island was almost totally under water, 
love decided it was time to leave. She began 
looking for someone to ask for help. Just then
Richness was passing by in a grand boat. 

Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on
your boat?"
Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of
silver and gold on my boat and there would be no
room for you anywhere."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was
passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out , "Vanity, help me please."
"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and
will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love
said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just
need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "
Happiness, please take me with you." But 
Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear
Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will
take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so 
blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the 
elder his name. When they arrived on land the 
elder went on his way. Love realized how much 
she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge 
and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else
would?" Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with
deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because 
only Time is capable of understanding how great 
Love is." 


WASTED

I'm done being nice and minding other people's feelings!

This time I need to put myself first and start caring about what I really want. I gave up something important more than twice! And sacrificed a lot because I wanted to protect something really precious.

This time it ain't gonna happen again.

Be happy. I hope it lasts. I shouldn't have been too nice, it doesn't mean that I made you happy the last time I was happy too.

You made a choice and so I'm making one too, don't expect that everything would still be the same, this would be the end of everything between you, me and everything else for the first time I think I had wasted my time, what a waste.