Brokenness in waiting

Well, I have been so broken a lot of times and sometimes I asked God why, but then again He slowly molds us to something what He wants us to become. :)

"WAIT PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the LORD."--Psalm 27:14

What is the difference between 'waiting for the LORD' and 'waiting patiently for the Lord? I think the first waiting is our response to the circumstances that demands our compliance to wait, while the second waiting is a result of God's dealing with us in brokenness that results in a willingness to wait for the Lord. Somehow, life is designed by God's appointed waiting sheds and from there we gain better perspective and live simple lives of faith.

On the outset, to 'wait upon the Lord' means a circumstance leaves us no choice...like, we wait for flights, for the weather to calm down, for our numbers to be called while falling in line at government offices or movie houses. Waiting is a part of existing. Waiting patiently for the Lord is the result of God's dealing with us in brokenness. 'Waiting for the Lord" is compliance while 'waiting patiently for the Lord' is friendship. It takes brokenness to see this point and more brokenness to appreciate and desire this state of waiting patiently for the Lord.

How long is our waiting time? Honestly, it is difficult to tell or to predict. One can be certain the Lord will meet us at His appointed time. It is here that we are confronted with the humbling truth that we are not in control of everything. It is here we see our helplessness. It is also here that we hear the invitation of the Almighty to cease striving and to slow down...and know God. This is not easy to appreciate...but when we learn to wait patiently for the Lord it becomes a hunger hard to deny.

The delays and denials are actually preparations for the blessings that God is more than willing to give. Why is it so necessary to be broken before enjoying whatever God wants us to have? It is because in being broken, we actually learn to savor and truly enjoy God's blessings. Here, God is honored and we are humbled. In waiting patiently, our need for grace is so clear, our dark side is exposed and out prayers are intense. It is also in waiting patiently that our appetite for the glory of God and and for Him to be glorified grows strong and deep. Waiting, praying, and worshipping patiently is now the delight of our souls. :)

Instead of asking Him why, let's just tell Him--I want you to choose for me Lord,for I know all things are beautiful in your Time. :)

To God be the greatest glory. ;)
God bless us all. :)